BABALON:
The PHOENIX PROJECT

Get everything you want through devotion to Truth

7 Month Cohort

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DoorS open until Friday, June 12 2026 at 11:59 pm EST

BABALON: the Phoenix Project is a seven-month initiatory resurrection container for leaders and creators who would rather be whole than good.

It's built on one deceptively simple erotic practice: discovering and telling the truth out loud, at least to ourselves - and - gently, when we're ready - to others.

Then, we take the energy liberated by that truth telling, and we invest it in manifestation practices that produce miracles.

I created BABALON: the Phoenix Project so that you can have:

a fun, hot place to be witnessed in your honest expression during our Power Up game

simple 15 minute daily missions so you can ignite your creativity

Depth Integration Processes to heal the painful wounds that surface when we stop self-betraying

tried & true magickal practices to manifest the beautiful dreams that become clear as you gain coherence

MYSTERY: BABALON THE GREAT is the archetype of soul in ecstatic Self-Realization.

She’s riding the 7-headed Beast of the world of duality: she’s received Him into herself with lust and joy, and through her reception, she’s mastered Him.

Babalon is the erotic, surrendered, total YES to reality.

She’s the embrace that holds nothing back and asks for nothing to be different before it's loved.

She's the end of the negotiation.

She's stopped bargaining with what is, she's stopped trying to earn Her existence, and in that surrender She becomes the very thing reality can't stop giddily replying to with gift upon gift.

This is Existential Kink turned all the way up.

Here, you don't merely make peace with what is, you consummate your soul with it.

Here, we pour the held-back life force back into the world and we feel the world pour back.
To enter this container is to apprentice yourself to Her.

There’s absolutely no belief required — the transformation happens as practice, as a frequency, a vow you keep out loud, in your real relationships, with real stakes, until the High Strangeness of Self-Remembrance becomes ordinary and the ordinary becomes holy.

Each month in BABALON: the Phoenix Project serves a complete alchemical turn.

You're held in a stable, predictable structure alongside a community of some of the most delightful magick folk you'll ever meet.

 
The structure goes like this:

The Transmission & The Missions.

A live transmission where I activate the month's terrain and I hand you a specific, real-world missions. 

The Working.

Now comes time to live the mission. 

This is how the alchemy actually occurs. It happens in the shaky moment before you say the true thing to the person who needs to hear it.

The Q&A.

You bring what came up for you during the Transmission and the Working of the missions - and ask me questions about it, and I guide you forward.

The Depth Integration Process.

In BABALON we use profound guided processes in the Telos Method tradition of my mentor, Dr. Robert Dee McDonald. These miraculous processes, grown from the fertile soil of depth psychology, hypnosis, and Hermeticism, take the month's truth all the way down into the body and into the unconscious, so the change reorganizes you at your core instead of staying an intellectual theory.

 
The Power Ups.

The heart of the container. We gather, and we practice a crucial art: we ask each other curious questions and we experiment with telling the truth out loud, in a contained and loving environment. This is where the vow stops being a private idea and becomes a lived capacity. This is where you find out, in your own shaking voice, that you can survive being fully seen. Most people have never once been in a room like this. It alters what you believe is possible for the rest of your life.

When this journey began I was excited, hopeful and so very ready to shift the patterns in me around seriousness, density, overwork, and control. After 6 months of TRYING so hard and “DOING EVERYTHING RIGHT” I was exhausted and at the end of my rope. I felt that the only thing left for me to do was step into a place I had never truly gone before…. One of lightness, play, and magical collaboration.

I had received such beautiful and immediate fulfillment of my wishes for easeful money and client acquisition that I was riding HIGH- ready for more miracles and ease to flow my way. So BABALON was a perfectly aligned energy. I felt freedom and permission and excitement!

- Bella Combest

So far in my time experiencing BABALON, I’ve been delighted to step into a never-failing portal to trust, awe, wonder, and connection to my larger self. It’s also felt beyond nurturing to have a loving guide through this biblical-level astrological season we’re currently in. the container has given me permission to embrace both my YES to the most expansive, hilarious, unfolding of my dream timeline as well as my NO to the most expansive, hilarious, unfolding of my dream timeline. Carolyn is a once in a generation (maybe even incarnation) teacher & I thank BABALON every day for her entry into my reality!

- Cait

Since joining my life has just accelerated in unbelievable ways I’m moving into actions that I’d dreamed about but struggled to get off the ground. Learning to be more authentic and magickal. I love that this group offers accountability and wonderful practices, but also doesn’t take it all too seriously, so I can always jump back in however I am able. That feels light and I receive such good insights from the wonderful people here.

- Jessica Gentes

Carolyn is irresistible and any opportunity to work with her is a gift! I recommend joining BABALON as an opportunity to remember what your soul came here to do.

- Elon Cameron

I never regret doing any of Carolyn’s courses. There’s always something worthwhile, whether it be deep dives and different ways of thinking/understanding, words put to things I have trouble describing/identifying or ways to engage more intimately with myself in and through those processes.

- Beata Bee

I felt like there were big transitions happening in my life, ending a relationship, a new career, turning 60, and something deeper in terms of internal transformation. I was attracted to a magical container that would support me and help me FEEL and INTEGRATE those changes. BABALON felt very timely.

- Beth Jones

BABALON has helped me to engage in a weird freaky culture of gnosis and to play with fellow seekers and rabble rousers.

- Sasha Irby

BABALON was the intertwining of magic with business in a really freaky way (not just “manifestation white light” bullshit)

- Cedar

I love BABALON, the magical rituals taught here are juicy. I love the shadow work- and that there is a wicked fun side to it, while at the same time serious magical work is done.

- Julia Erle

This magical container is nothing short of miraculous. I’ve paid thousands of dollars for programs promising connection to spirit and seekers, and have not found them to be nearly as potent and generous as BABALON. Participating in such a beautiful creation unfolding is a gift, and one I cannot encourage you enough to take NOW.

- EC

Im currently taking part in a 90 day long ritual container in BABALON and my mind is continuously being blown by how the richness of Carolyn’s magical circles completely transport me into a transformational experience. I feel I am LIVING the suggestions. Things we contemplate and mold end up seamlessly APPEARING in my waking life. through my time being in Carolyns field over the last ten years, my relational experience with the metaphysical has flourished in grown into a diverse garden of Understanding that I would not trade for the world. I have gained a resonant, cosmic confidence that is invaluable.

- Mackenzie V

BABALON has been deeply transformative… I feel like I have been plugged into a current of TRUTH that is so incredibly liberating. I feel lighter, more humorous and more FREE than I ever have. Before this container I felt like I was wandering spiritually- having integrated most of my biggest breakthroughs and craving a new level of understanding. Man oh man did God deliver when I entered Babylon. The mysteries and knowledge that are available here are utterly INTOXICATING. Get in… If you dare ;)

- Bella Raine

Since joining BABALON, I have healed several lifelong patterns of codependency. My relationships with my immediate family are free of resentment. I was able to lose 35 lbs with ease when previously nothing else worked. I no longer turn to substances to run from my emotions. I am more honest and more fearless than I have ever been. It’s been more effective at healing generational trauma than years of therapy.

- Amber Nelson

Because of BABALON I finally have a dreamwork practice that feels incredibly illuminating and helpful. My psyche is guiding me every night and reflecting back my spiritual growth and challenges. I’ve been able to realize patterns that have been holding me back for years and transmute them much more quickly. I’ve had a magical practice for over 20 years, and I’m getting SO much from this container and the caliber of the people here along with Carolyn’s guidance.

- Cedar

Babalon is magically delicious. I feel so much less afraid and so much more delighted with life, no matter what’s happening.

- Liz

Being a part of the BABALON community has been a deep reminder of my expansiveness and power. Especially in such a noisy, dark apocalyptic physical world, this container has brought more magic, synchronicity, and play into my life.

- Brooke

It's amazing how much 15 minutes a day of small tasks can accumulate and help me dissolve so much of what has created so much pain in my life + blocked me from doing what feeds me.

- Suzanne

Carolyn is skilled at guiding & providing a wild rollercoaster ride through your own burning heart, including the shadowy underworld and starry celestial heights. I've laughed and cried from a deeper place than usual during this BABALON container and look forward to what adventures await. Feeling so much gratitude ❤️‍🔥

- Lola Daydream

There is nothing like this level of magical intensity out there, and I know I have been a seeker for several decades. The portal Carolyn offers is nothing short of miraculous. If you’re ready to engage with the wonders beyond the banal daily world, this is your chance. TAKE IT!

- EC

The BABALON container facilitated by Carolyn has led me to experience the Goddess as unapologetic throb. I do not need forgiveness, I merely need to be open and receive. I'd recommend to anyone who needs to release self doubt shame or guilt

- Chaunda Mckelvy

It’s rare to find work like this that ticks all the necessary boxes - progressive, magickal, practical, rooted, mystical, fun and deeply generous. I appreciate the beautifully boundaried, yet highly energised leadership, and how the work draws in top tier beautiful and curious souls, none of whom have large brooms up their asses.

- Naomi Absalom

Throughout my BABALON experience, I have experienced resolving and releasing of long standing resentments, a refinement and realization of my desires, a lighter and more open heart, non-dual gnosis, and a magnetizing of more aligned clients! Highly recommend if you are feeling any tugs of your heart toward Carolyn & this incredible community

- Audrey Keaney

Since I've joined the BABALON container with Carolyn, I feel like a new person is evolving inside me that is wiser, more confident, and more thrilled with life than ever before. The daily journaling about my dreams has been such rich territory for learning and tracking my evolution. And Carolyn's guidance and teachings feel deeply grounding and heartfelt. If you're looking for a mystical container to support your growth - check it out

- Beth Jones

Since joining BABALON, I've gone through a hurricane of change. This container has helped me weather that storm in ways I never imagined possible. The peace I have had amidst the uncertainty is unparalleled to even the most low stress periods of my life. I feel like I've learned more about myself in a matter of months than I have in decades. I feel so much more at home in my body and my mind. I would recommend this container for anyone looking to strengthen their intuition, and confront the beauty that inherently exists in the impossible. For those willing to ask the hard questions, this is a place that will help you answer those questions within.

- Lisa Travis

I'm profoundly grateful to be in visionary community at this time on the planet, and to be in recovery from using negativity as fuel. Carolyn's work attracts beautiful and courageous souls-- being part of this cohort gives me courage.

- Ariana

During BABALON a bad habit that I had been trying to break for a long time stopped automatically, without effort and without even consciously trying. As the days went by, I also began to feel more confident and secure. I liked my consistency in MP LBRP and BABALON. I liked that I was doing this at the same time as people from all over the world whom I could turn to and discuss whatever happened along the way. I really liked the DreamWork. I received very well condensed knowledge and was fully in tune with the work I did in the conscious part of my day.

- George Sisyphus

BABALON has helped me to not take everything, particularly myself, so seriously and to continuously practice having a heart as light as a feather.

Also this is Melissa M and I’m traveling rn so doing this on my friends computer, her name is Carmen and she is now interested in this work.

- Carmen

BABALON has given me the conditions and resources to grow profoundly.

I have experienced more change spiritually and materially in 1.5 months than I have in some 1.5 years of psychotherapy.

I am unlocking life-long pattern, unconscious loyalties, connecting with my ancestors, with God, with the universe, and with my Self.

I’m evolving into a versions of my Self that I have not yet become, but have always been.

- Teri

I joined one of Carolyn’s early programs years ago and it allowed me to create courage and magic in my life that propelled me (in a good way) and got me out of stagnation.

Fast forward to now, I’ve rejoined with her Babylon camp and she is just like no other, a wildly intelligent, imaginative, truth seeker that can take you to another plane and open your eyes to the possible and then get you on the path to allow it to happen.

- Amie

Since starting with the BABALON container I have seen things that are not meant for my fall away and in its place is a security in who I am and what I really want without hoping it all works out. I am actually for once trusting. Life has become BOTH way more magical and practical at the same time.

- Michelle Cherian

Working in Carolyn’s containers has deepened my relationship with myself by leaps and bounds. She’s invited me into a level of honesty with myself that I had not realized was possible, or even there. From this new vantage, a veil on the world is lifted, possibilities are endless and exceptionally beautiful. Carolyn is a scholar and an otherworldly magician and it is just an incredible gift to work with her.

- Molly

You’ll come up against your wounds, and you’ll learn exactly how to transmute them with the Depth Integration Processes.

You'll feel the clean, electric relief of being actually loved for who you actually are.

You’ll say the true sentence in the moment instead of three days later in your head.

You’ll feel resentment and fear vacate your system, flushed out by the radiant light of love.
You'll feel your life force come back from everywhere you'd been leaking it,  and you’ll arrive home in your own body as creative fire and eros and nerve.

You’ll notice: the world will start to answer you.

For leaders who are perceptive, capable, and stifled at a level they hardly want to admit.

For creators who can feel the gap between the life they're running and the life that's actually theirs.

For those who are done with introspection that goes nowhere, who want change in their behavior and in their relationships not just in their rhetoric.

For those drawn to Babalon, to the erotic, to the uncanny and the genuinely strange, and who don't need the raw weird magick translated into something more respectable before they'll feel safe.

For those who feel, even now, the thread of their soul’s destiny pulling backward toward them.

BABALON is not for anyone who wants insight without risk or pain.

The risk and the pain, dear friends, is part of the delicious Babalon medicine.

(( She’s MYSTERY: THE GREAT, the Holy Harlot, Mother of Abominations, drunk on the blood of the saints. She’s not a nice soft-spoken yoga teacher lady. ))

BABALON is not anyone who wants transformation done to them while they stay comfortable.

You'll be asked to move, out loud, in your real life, every month.

BABALON is not for anyone who needs the strangeness sanded down into psychology before they'll come near it.

This isn't that, and pretending otherwise would cheat you.

BABALON is not for anyone unwilling to take the vow and mean it.

The vow is the whole door. There's no entering around it.

Seven months. One vow kept with real stakes.

Thus I invite you to a life that, met with both integrity and subtlety, stops being something you endure and becomes something that joyfully answers the loud and clear frequency of your expressed soul.
 
The person on the far side of this initiation is already arranging your arrival. You can feel Her doing it.

The only question left is whether you'll keep Her waiting.

LIVE COHORT MEETINGS

The live cohort meetings happen Tuesdays at 1 pm Eastern.

All events are recorded and can be accessed later.

PRIVATE TELEGRAM

When you join, you gain instant access to the BABALON private Telegram.

IMMORTAL COLLEGE COURSES

When you join BABALON, you gain access to the life-changing core courses of the Immortal College:

• Force of Nature
• Red Magick
• Battle Magick

Access all these at your leisure.

EVERY MONTH

Each month except June, there’s 4 calls:

• Transmission
• Q&A
• Depth Integration Process
• Truth Seats

(NOTE: in June there are 3 calls. Our first Truth Seats call will be in July, due to the fact that the cohort starts in the middle of June and there’s not enough Tuesdays)

THE WORKING

And throughout the month, there’s the Working - a lived practice of truth, given during the Transmission.